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hi im taylor woods . sixteen, canadian & i love soccer by farrr more than anything else, it is THE best sport in the world . i absolutely can't wait for summer, no school just soccer soccer soccer and hopefully many good times. laying outside on a nice day, alone with my music is one of my favourite things to do. i can't wait to get out of high school, im sick of seeing the same faces, doing the same old work in the same old classes, and myself being the same old person. I can’t wait to hopefully go somewhere new and meet many new people, start somewhere and something new, a clean slate where no one knows my name or who iam, but would like to know. But i wish i was better with people, i wish i was closer to a lot more people than i am, but I think I, myself am preventing that from happening. What I really want is a best friend again, don’t get me wrong, i have lots of friends,yet their friends. Nothing special. i want the one person where you know everything about them and they know everything about you, where you can be your total self around them, knowing they won't judge you. i want their house to be my second home, and mine theirs, i want a person you can hang out with every day, do absolutely nothing with and have it be the best time in the world. I want that one person who you’re not afraid to tell anything to, who you can be with 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and never get tired of them. I want someone who won’t leave, who’ll stay through everything, good or bad. Im sure, I could easily find someone like that. But no one has struck me as the interesting type. but im closed off, hesitant, usually on the ‘safe’ side of things. Whatever safe means. I don’t drink, I have yet to go to a party.. so I basically sit at home and do nothing all the time. I want to change that. I want something else in my life, but I can’t bring myself to do it. Or more along the lines of I have no idea what to do. Whether it’s because I don’t know how, or because I want somebody to come do it for me, or rather with me. Im tired of being alone, of staying home on weekends. I want something to change this summer. I want to go camping with my friends, watch the sunset and sleep beneath the stars, i don't want to have a worry in the world. I don't want to think about what anyone else thinks of what I'm doing. I want to be with people that make me happy. Yet in reality, what will I be doing? No one of that, but a girl can dream, yes? if not, I have soccer. makes me happy everytime I have a practice or a game. it could very well be the people I'm with and the atmosphere I'm in when I'm playing, but I love it, without it I would never have met some of the most amazing people ever, whom I wish to never forget and hope that we will all be friends no matter where we all end up. they're like my second family and I love each and every one of them. it's kind of weird how whenever I talk to one of them I'm instantly in a better mood. funny what people can do to you sometimes.i want to find somebody who makes me happy all the time, makes me smile and laugh, and me do the same to them. I want somebody who will text me first, giving me the impression that someone actually wanted to talk to me, who wants to hangout with me, who can’t go without talking to me for a weekend. I guess all I want is to feel wanted? To not feel so alone all the time. To feel like I matter to someone. But lol, its me so no luck of that happening anyime soon. foreves alone. That’s meee.all I want a best friend, a boyfriend. Honestly both in one would be nice.i believe personality is key. I enjoy people who are sarcastic and funny, yet serious and respectable at the same time, someone who is loyal and I know I can rely on, whose always there if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to laugh with. If you happen to be a tall boy, with a great personality who has an amazing taste in music, can play guitar and sing, and plays a competitive sport well, preferably soccer or even football or is passionate about something else, and has a great sense of style, I swear to go we will get marriedand I will love you forever <33. Now after that’s all been said, here's to something new, something better, a summer full of new people, new expierences, new places, a new happy, with someone else to share it with me. now all I have to hope for is for all this to become a reality. thanks for reading you now have the know what goes on inside my head a lot of the time...so enjoy my blog where I post anything that I think, that I love, that I believe is funny, that I think is true, what I want, what I wish to have, feelings and whatever else I may feel like posting. (ps no pictures are mine)